January 2012
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Trying.
I’m trying so hard to create a change. But change is so hard it’s physically painfull when I have anxiety and depression.
even-if-no-one-reads-this:
I’ve never been completely and wholly happy. There has always been that part of me that has a major fault. Lack of friends. Trichotillomania. Being a letdown. Being a fuckup. Social anxiety.
There’s always something. One day I just want to feel completely happy. To be able to take a deep breath and not find something to worry about.
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FGHTFFYRMOOSES: Social Anxiety. →
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I have a real problem with people. I hate being seen by people. I’m constantly over thinking what is going on in their minds. I can’t bare to think about what other people are thinking about me, even if they’re complete strangers. I get really worked up before i go out to take a walk or go to…
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Confusion
I’m so confused. Will I ever get over social anxiety or even learn how to deal with it?
Will I always be afraid of people? Always fear what people are saying about me?
I’m hiding myself off from the world. And I don’t want to do that anymore.
I’m ashamed and embarassed over my life. I think I have toxic shame over my personality.
I feel plagued and haunted by insecurity...
I need to overcome my social anxiety.
I can't talk to people.
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Anonymous asked: I love your blog. People like us have a hard time traversing this world, but nobody else sees it the way we do. Be strong, be steady - keep it moving. Thank you.
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My wishes and desires for 2012.
-Complete c25k
-Become involved with an animal rescue group.
-Attempt one new food dish a week.
-Work out more, not to get “skinny” but because exercise helps with my social anxiety.
-Check out if I truly have AdHd or not.
-Work on body language communication
-Talk more with people.
-Keep my house more organized. Clutter clutters my mind
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December 2011
12 posts
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The day I finally get my own place and can support...
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November 2011
10 posts
Anonymous asked: I recently saw your post about ADHD. I have been diagnosed with ADHD-PI, though, I was hyperactive and impulsive also. There are different strains of ADHD, the predominantly inattentive are usually the children who sit there and daydream. The concept isn't too far fetched, though, the signs and symptoms of ADD/ADHD typically appear before the age of seven. So be prepared to dig deep. I hope...
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My psychologist wants me evaluated for AdHd by a psychiatrist. Girls version of course.
My feelings are confused. If I actually have this diagnosis why has it taken so long to discover it? I’m 22. I was very well behaved child. I didn’t scream, throw things around, or disturb the class. In fact I was the quiet girl who sat and daydreamed. Is the psychiatrist going to laugh at me when...
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Can there please just be a magic pill that takes away anxiety?
Anonymous asked: Not only do I like your blog (haha I found it) but I also am OBSESSED with you secretly. Ok here we go.. I got this idea from a Tumblr spam I got once lol.. I think you like me too and you were always too shy to admit it :3 go to crushmatches(dót)com (wtf it wont let me link regular) and make an account there. Then look up the profile 'gottagetme19' (me obviously) I left body...
October 2011
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Just informed mom I no longer intend to be on the receiving end of her crap. And that I’m worthy of so much more. And, I added she had to seek out a psychologist and sort out her issues. She said she was going to her GP in the future to get a referral. I guess future is the operative word.
She made what I suspect to be an empty promise to improve.
Though, I know logically I deserve to be...
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September 2011
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Must have pug NOW. My heart is aching for a pug. It sucks to be a uni student who can’t have dogs where I live.