February 2012
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Lonely is an understatement.
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But how does one not be lonely when they have social anxiety problems?
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I ordered the skincare I needed of eBay after postponing it for like forever.
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January 2012
26 posts
When people give me compliments or say nice things...
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Trying.
I’m trying so hard to create a change. But change is so hard it’s physically painfull when I have anxiety and depression.
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I’ve never been completely and wholly happy. There has always been that part of me that has a major fault. Lack of friends. Trichotillomania. Being a letdown. Being a fuckup. Social anxiety.
There’s always something. One day I just want to feel completely happy. To be able to take a deep breath and not find something to worry about.
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FGHTFFYRMOOSES: Social Anxiety. →
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I have a real problem with people. I hate being seen by people. I’m constantly over thinking what is going on in their minds. I can’t bare to think about what other people are thinking about me, even if they’re complete strangers. I get really worked up before i go out to take a walk or go to…
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Confusion
I’m so confused. Will I ever get over social anxiety or even learn how to deal with it?
Will I always be afraid of people? Always fear what people are saying about me?
I’m hiding myself off from the world. And I don’t want to do that anymore.
I’m ashamed and embarassed over my life. I think I have toxic shame over my personality.
I feel plagued and haunted by insecurity...
I need to overcome my social anxiety.
I can't talk to people.
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Anonymous asked: I love your blog. People like us have a hard time traversing this world, but nobody else sees it the way we do. Be strong, be steady - keep it moving. Thank you.
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My wishes and desires for 2012.
-Complete c25k
-Become involved with an animal rescue group.
-Attempt one new food dish a week.
-Work out more, not to get “skinny” but because exercise helps with my social anxiety.
-Check out if I truly have AdHd or not.
-Work on body language communication
-Talk more with people.
-Keep my house more organized. Clutter clutters my mind
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December 2011
12 posts
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The day I finally get my own place and can support...
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November 2011
10 posts
Anonymous asked: I recently saw your post about ADHD. I have been diagnosed with ADHD-PI, though, I was hyperactive and impulsive also. There are different strains of ADHD, the predominantly inattentive are usually the children who sit there and daydream. The concept isn't too far fetched, though, the signs and symptoms of ADD/ADHD typically appear before the age of seven. So be prepared to dig deep. I hope...
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My psychologist wants me evaluated for AdHd by a psychiatrist. Girls version of course.
My feelings are confused. If I actually have this diagnosis why has it taken so long to discover it? I’m 22. I was very well behaved child. I didn’t scream, throw things around, or disturb the class. In fact I was the quiet girl who sat and daydreamed. Is the psychiatrist going to laugh at me when...
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