Just informed mom I no longer intend to be on the receiving end of her crap. And that I’m worthy of so much more. And, I added she had to seek out a psychologist and sort out her issues. She said she was going to her GP in the future to get a referral. I guess future is the operative word.
She made what I suspect to be an empty promise to improve.
Though, I know logically I deserve to be treated with respect and love and that the things she says to me and behave towards me ( and others) is wrong, I can’t seem to cut her out of my life. Deep inside of me there’s this little timid girl who wants a mom who loves her and treats her well.