TheBlondeRaven

Confusion

I’m so confused. Will I ever get over social anxiety or even learn how to deal with it?

Will I always be afraid of people? Always fear what people are saying about me?

I’m hiding myself off from the world. And I don’t want to do that anymore.

I’m ashamed and embarassed over my life. I think I have toxic shame over my personality.

I feel plagued and haunted by insecurity and angst.

Will I ever be happy?

I wish I could be drunk every night, because alcohol allows me to be my true self.